Almast a year have past... You have left me broken inside. You affected me deeply to a point i losted myself in loving you tortured me everyday with your fights. What killed me the most was when you told my mom and my aunt that i was forcing you to be in a relationship whit me... I mean come on.... After all those painfull relations you had i was the only girl to have been faithfull and honest to you .... I used to see no light.... There was a time i saw my life with you, a future with you but you shattered my dreams.... You made me feel dead inside. I gaved myself completely every bit of me , destroyed my self . I wasn't able to sleep, think or function . I don't know why destiny braight us together . I didn't deserve all of this .